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CideOfSooS
Male, He/She/They
Nihilistic gay fag with ADHD that likes Pico AU stuff I make. low self esteem and gloomines still persists. bad opinions. I love drawing Zerty and Pico stuff mostly. Wish I were dead but I’m still here I guess

Age 19, Damien (male)

Half empty husk

Finished with school

Hell, eventually

Joined on 3/9/22

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Posted by CideOfSooS - January 3rd, 2023


I have my reasons for why I'm uncomfortable with some things, but then again I've been living under a rock for most of 2022. Although it's 2023 and things have changed for the better, I still feel nostalgic for early 2022, back when pessimism was fully on my mind. Before my downfall. I feel like a selfish jerk though. I'm sorry for being stubborn.


I talk to my mom about a similar thing to this and now I’m questioning if I should put myself out there. I have dislikes and a dni list so I can stay comfortable, but my friends have been able to make amends with others and have fun. I want to share my opinions, express myself more. However that might be hypocritical since I have disinterests and discomforts.


I feel if I keep being myself, I might lose my only friends and the things that keep my sane. I don’t know what to do, this year isn’t starting out well.


Posted by CideOfSooS - January 3rd, 2023


why do I keep shying away whenever I cause a minor inconvenience to my friends? I wish I could stop doing that every time I talk with my friends. For a few days everything’s going well until I cause something bad to happen. It keeps repeating itself every time. I miss early 2022 me, when I casually talked with my friends all the time and didn’t disappoint them construction


Posted by CideOfSooS - January 2nd, 2023


I’m genuinely sorry if I’ve done anything that came off as toxic or uncomfortable during 2022. I’ve been living under a rock and was in a bad state of mind.


Posted by CideOfSooS - January 2nd, 2023


I keep feeling dizzy. Every time I get up to do something I always feel like I’m going to collapse. I’ve had these problems since 2022 but I never talked about it much. Idk if it’s cuz of medication or not eating much


Posted by CideOfSooS - January 2nd, 2023


Found out high School for me starts again tomorrow. I probably don’t have that art class anymore since it’s the second semester. I’m so tired


Posted by CideOfSooS - January 2nd, 2023


Has a good first day of 2023. Causes a minor inconvenience on the second day. Breaks down over it. Oh yeah, this is the beginnings of 2022 in disguise/neg


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Posted by CideOfSooS - January 1st, 2023


Hello, I’m from the year 2023. In one hour 2022 will have another sequel.


Posted by CideOfSooS - December 31st, 2022


most likely not going to make a 2022 in review post due to some sad stuff, so I’m just going to shoutout cool people I met this year


My two main besties

ClunkyDot

JulianliveD666

We met during February and March, which were the best days of our lives! If it weren’t for them, I wouldn’t be were I am today. Thank y’all for the good times and I hope we can make some more ^^


Current fans on Newgrounds

parra86rar

warvester

VitalikNerd005

Metalmario1018

Jeanioz

AnonDaveClock

Never thought I would have some followers this year, but here we are. Thank you for your supports.


People I met in 2021

jellybonez_

InkyTNT the SilverFox

RevolutionChips

ZertyTv

I might be missing some others. If I remember, I’ll update.


Hope you all will have a great time in 2023!


Posted by CideOfSooS - December 31st, 2022


Should I try to update it again?


Posted by CideOfSooS - December 30th, 2022


Tomorrow’s the last day of 2022. Will 2023 be good, or perhaps my breaking point? I honestly don’t know what will happen as I’ve been having an existential crisis recently. Trying to stay positive though. Still not sure about a 2022 in review post as there’s not much to talk about