I’ve been busy with school and life stuff. Rentry page has some minor updates, will post drawings made from the past months this year, finally answering CuriousCat questions. Still hate myself. Be back soon

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I know for a fact that one day I’ll be dead from suicide eventually. I don’t when, or how long til then, but I know that no matter how happy I am or appreciative I am for stuff I like, I feel like death is my likely hood in the near future. I just want the depressing loop to stop. 

I know, I have unfinished things I still

need to post, I’m just struggling.

Also my parents had another fight yesterday that sounded like a divorce could happen, but knowing how typical it is I wouldn’t be surprised if it never happens the next day. I did learn that mom loves to say shit like Dad having an ego to make herself look better despite apparently bringing an argument up and dad at one point went to a strip club ‘and sat there’. If I had to choose between one parent or the other, I would choose the third option: die. 

Why was this of all my messages the one that gets to be on the front page? Oh well lol

Do not take it seriously it’s just dark humor. It’s just the usual. Kinda

just feeling a depression relapse

The reason I said that I’m making a callout is because one of my ex best friends confessed to me that they and edge were gaslighting me. No one is gonna take me seriously for now but I can assure that there is proof of this, just wait. Yes I know about the 2 comments but one of them is deleted so idk who it was

Life feels meaningless, but I bet some people are gonna compare me to a bad person just for venting so why should I take it seriously

I know some of my bios says "suggestive art" already, but I’m thinking about doing some risqué drawings eventually. Hope y’all don’t that stuff, they’ll have cw’s and won’t contain offensive word labels

I tried to make a news post on the day it happened, but for some reason it didn’t work, so I’ll just say here that on November 22 I turned 18. I’ve been through a lot, some good and mostly bad, but I’m thankful for the people who are still around! Thank you to anyone that stocked with me and my friends (thanks again for the fanart too). I hope I can continue drawing more and eventually really get into posting AU content.

And now, about another thing that might ruin the mood: about the callout towards 777EDGE/UncleRegz. I am still planning on doing it soon and not wait even longer to make, but I still want to get everything I remember for this since this is very important. This will go over some stuff that happened during 2022-2023 about my experience with him, along with an ex friend of his that gave me more info about him. Edge has gaslighted and manipulated me, and I really want people to know this so he and his associates can finally be called out. I’ve never made a call out before, but I feel like I can do this.

But all that aside, I will be okay hopefully. Thanks again to y’all for being with me! :3

Only three more days until my birthday. I may do another drawing for the 18th birthday occasion

Only 6 days until I turn 18