Today is Pico Day!!! This is my favorite day of Newgrounds because I get to see more content of Pico's School and look at the drawings some talented people made. I've watched some of the Pico Day animations uploaded as of typing this and they're really cool and funny (I'm NOT watching the pico day animation ramen noodiles made I refuse to see what he made). I would've posted a drawing for Pico Day, but if you didn't know, my phone privileges are still revoked and it's been months. So unfortunately I will yet again not post a drawing for this special occasion, BUT I will post the drawing late when I get my phone back, or maybe if I find an alternative way to show it.

I hope y'all have a good Pico Day! And remember: Cassandra Day will become real one day >:)

Here's some Pico Day animations you should watch:

One of my friend's drawings is on another website for some reason. idk why but it's there

i just saw people I knew years ago comment on the zerty.sb2 video and all they said so far was "qhar". idk what that means lol. i do want to talk to them again eventually

I was right for years, my parents are transphobic. My dad said he's empathetic to people with feelings with gender, but thinks that it's factual that no one can change their gender. They claim there's a agenda with trans people and that it's all political. my dad even mentioned the bathroom argument; apparently men who become women are automatically groomers or some dumb shit. He claims online friends are bad influencers and that they need a "real reality check" (or maybe he said I need a reality check idk). Also my dad called me selfish, and he's pissed because I told him to be quiet during that conversation when I was getting annoyed (most likely because i live in his house). He tried to make amends while simultaneously saying trans people are bad. He even admits to saying the t slur multiple times.

by calling out my dad, i made my life even worse since I live in my parent's home, and things are going to be awkward after that incident. i'm not trans, but i just want to be supportive of people.

so anyways, i need euthanasia, please end me

to anyone who still loves szw bluekid: stub your toe hard and reevaluate the way you look at zerty lore

My summer is going to be horrible. I'm going to have summer school, a summer job, and nothing in life has improved. I love life. peace be the journey for everyone but me :)

Does anyone still play it nowadays? I heard about the game having new roles, but I never played it yet

My parents told me about stuff regarding school and my life. People have given up on me and my grades are still low. School workers doubt I'll ever get a diploma, and I feel they're right. My dad told me multiple times to "buckle down" since I'm almost 18; I have to get a job and start paying for things. I also might potentially have to do summer school for the failed classes. I've always feel like I'd never achieve much in life. My parents say I'm smart, and yet I just lay in bed doing nothing or playing on the Xbox, I never do my schoolwork at home, and every time I try to be positive and motivated I always get let down. I'm destined to fail, even if I become happy and lively just like in early 2022. I'll never achieve anything. I have two options according to my parents however: graduate high school or take a job that involves getting extra help but not get a diploma. There's also a third option I still have thoughts about, and that's just killing myself so I'm not a burden. I'm in a endless loop of irony and contradictions, so of course I'm back relapsing into depression again. idk if i'll do third option again; all it does is traumatize people and make people think I'm "suicide baiting". I'm forced to live, and yet people don't want me to die. Maybe time will tell, and as always time will inevitably tell me I'm a failure. my ex friends were right about me. After all I'm just the non empathetic guy who gets pissy at anything I don't like. "soos soos look cassandra is feminine and inspired by a design you don't like you gonna complain??? gonna throw a fit again? big baby need a bottle??" "oh soos you better not suicide bait again lolz!!!!!" "soos stop fetisizing cassandra you're not doing it right he's male!!!!" "soos stop shipping cassandra with nene stop it stop it!!" "soos you're the next yanrinalla haha you're being compared to a problematic person" "you're a lolcow and everything you do is a joke like your art" "soos stop trying to improve we need to remind you about your mistakes again" I may have a poker face but I am literally losing my mind mentally. But at the same time, it's kinda funny

I wouldn't be surprised if that one ex friend thinks suicide is "the coward's way out".