I did go through with it, but eventually I was sent to a hospital to stay temporarily. The doctors checked my vitals and monitored me in a room for hours. I spent time talking with my mom and got some rest. It’s confirmed that I will be going to a inpatient hospital called "Pine Rest". I’m going to better myself and try to change. I’m not exempt from consequences and I will not beg for pity. I wasn’t doing well yesterday because life irl wasn’t good and got too emotional at other stuff. I was immature. I just want to get better. I’m sorry that I attempted to take my life. While I believe suicide isn’t selfish, I understand how this has affected people, and I will not try to do it again. I want to be positive again so I can stop making irresponsible decisions, so this inpatient hospital should help me heal. I’m going to make a change.