I woke up today feeling down as usual, talked to my mom about life, and she recommended that I should message my friends again after months of doing nothing. At the same time, I saw one of ClunkyDot’s news posts about the 2022 year wrap up and it have me a bit of courage since I still liked being their friend.

After deciding to clean up my room closet a bit, I mustered the courage of dming my friends and managed to do it. Safe to say, I’m glad I did. After talking to Susie for a bit, I feel comfortable. Things are still the same, sad and pessimistic, but after getting caught up to date, I have a bit of hope.

Speaking of up to date, I got to know more info about some people I haven’t seen in a while. Although I still don’t like them, I don’t entirely hate them. Tbh I’m glad they’re doing well and my friend managed to get along with them months later. I’ve been keeping them blocked for months, but now I feel like to ease the grudge a bit.

Sorry if I’m not a good describer but I just wanted to say that im doing okay and I’m glad I met julian and susie this year! I may still be edgy and have been inconsistent this year, but I hope 2023 is good